mood: grumpy
music: beach boys - sloop john b

bah.

just broke up with my gf. yes, over the phone. no, it wasn't a pretty sight.

slight sense of relief, i guess. it just wasn't working out, and the whole thing was just depressing.

obviously she didn't take it very well, even though she knew it was coming. but i'm gonna be selfish for once. i've been letting it go on far longer than i should've and it was honestly starting to become a pain. yes, in the rear.

she's not letting me go easily, either. wants me to "pay for my sins" and all that. okay, that sounds wrong but it's the best i could translate it from mandarin. i do feel bad about it. a little. but honestly, at the moment, i can't be fucked. so yeah.

i wish it could've been one of those nicer break ups where everyone parts as friends, and i did try to make it as nice as i could, but nooooooooo. so we're not friends anymore. she's calling me endlessly and i'm ignoring the phone and mobile. i wonder how long this is gonna last. *sighz*

and to the person who's been reporting to her on me, i know who you are. no, she didn't tell me, but i know.
prepare to be so very dead.

feel free to leave comments, even the nasty kind.

and mei, don't tell her i have this blog. thanks.